Raving.To.Death.Metal

June 6th

2006-06-03T05:56:14Z

On the sixth day
Of the sixth month
Of the sixth year.
His day will come.

666 is highly debatable...but if these words did come from the bible. It's true.
Someone will rise on this day and change the thinking pattern of someone else dramaticly.
Enough said.
Be prepared.

Dana...Crash Into Me

2006-02-10T20:45:32Z

You've got your ball
you've got your chain
tied to me tight tie me up again
who's got their claws
in you my friend
Into your heart I'll beat again
Sweet like candy to my soul
Sweet you rock
and sweet you roll
Lost for you I'm so lost for you

You come crash into me
And I come into you
I come into you
In a boys dream
In a boys dream

Touch your lips just so I know
In your eyes, love, it glows so
I'm bare boned and crazy for you
When you come crash
into me, baby
And I come into you
In a boys dream
In a boys dream

If I've gone overboard
Then I'm begging you
to forgive me
in my haste
When I'm holding you so girl
close to me

Oh and you come crash
into me, baby
And I come into you
Hike up your skirt a little more
and show the world to me
Hike up your skirt a little more
and show your world to me
In a boys dream.. In a boys dream

Oh I watch you there
through the window
And I stare at you
You wear nothing but you
wear it so well
tied up and twisted
the way I'd like to be
For you, for me, come crash
into me baby
come crash into me
yeah
crash into me
yeah
I'm the king of the castle
And you're the dirty rascal
crash into me
just crash into me
oh oh oh
crash into me

2/9/06

2006-02-10T00:43:49Z

So..
Dana and I hung out after school again. We watched Aqua Teen Hunger Force Volume 4 and went to my job for food.
I love her to death.
And even though the evil Catholic Chruch has corrupted her mind.
I still love her like Hitler hated Jews (:P, had to steal that from yah sweety).

I swear my mom is bi-polar.

Back In The Mood

2006-02-08T05:29:16Z

I paced; alone,
Among the dense fog
And crumbling tombstones.

With fear
Of an eternity
Everlasting shattered heart.

Kneeling down
Darkened tears soak my hands.
Scars grew young and bled again.

Then your hand glistened upon my chin
You whispered gently in my ear
"Sshh young one.
Your beauty glows.
With great vibrance.
Let your face be not stained,
By fouled tears.
Let it illuminate.
Like it used to.
When I saw you so distant.
The black sheep of the crowd."

With a sniffle I looked deep within her sparkling eyes.
Wiped one eye standing up.
Asking melodisously.
"How did you find me?
In such a darkened state?"

"From afar gorgeous."
You answer cleasned the darkness around.
Like an angel magnificantly ascending from Heaven.
"I've had my eye on you.
And it's time to set your spirit free."

The clouds began to part.
Brilliantly fortifying around us.
Temptation drawing closer.
Then something sweet filled me.
A gift of God.

My heart was released to be cleansed.
And to be captured again.

With that, you turned around.
And spoke in softened tones.
Spreading your wings.

"I must depart you.
If they catch us.
We will never be forgiven.
An Angel and a Demon cannot be."

You began to slowly drift into the sky.
Only to hear my crys.

"But why miss?
Why must this be?
I've never had this sensation!
Come back to me!"

Then you were gone.

I stumbled home,
Doused in heart-ache.
To find the most beautiful creature at my door.

"It is me,
Your Gaurdian Angel."

With no moment to spare.
I kissed your blissful lips.
And whispered into your ear with anticipation.

"Let us not ruin the moment with non-sense.
You set me free.
And I've returned to what I thought didn't exist.
I love you my Angel."

Oh!

2006-02-07T00:42:09Z

Dana go a job offer to work with me <3
I dont want her to quit publix.
But that would be awsome.
God I love my managers.

Drama and a Mom

2006-02-07T00:40:42Z

Actually rather sad.
I wish there was more I could do to free her from this pain.

Today was actually really fun until the phone call.
Hypocritical.

Housing Update

2006-02-05T21:43:51Z

So, as soon as Dana had to go back to work. My mother drags me outside (not literaly). She tells me I have four choices. Live by her expetations. Pay rent ($661 a month with my lowest available insure on car). Move out (to my dads or grandparents). Or go to a Military school. Last two are crossed off the list. Fuck that. Not doing that to Dana. And I'm deffinatly NOT going to a fucking robot school. I'm seriously thinking about paying rent. Hell, if I pay rent...I can finally get my tongue pierced. Or my tattoo across my pelvis. I hate living by her rules. I have to do so much considering working in school and work. Bleh.
I love Dana. And if we are still together by next year. That would own <3.

I dunno why, but ever since we started dating, she has motivated me alot. I picked up bass again. And singing is my new main thing. I WANT to be a lead singer in a deathcore band. Fuck yeah.

I love Dana!

Sunday

2006-02-05T06:44:17Z

Not looking forward to it.
Fucking hell.

Also

2006-02-03T21:16:36Z

I find it quite funny how she tells him the song reminds her of us. But yet, he listens to it, plays it on myspace, puts it on his lj. Is he trying to be me? Will I see him with a 10g labret? Wearing a skinny puppy shirt with bondage pants? It's like a comic strip. One of those really stupid but funny ones.

Menthol Cloves...Are...Odd

And yes, I AM listening to a new song.

Food for Thought

2006-02-03T21:12:00Z

Cocaine filled prostetic legs...
My great grandad had that on a porno once...

P.S.
No one will ever steal my heart like she has.
No one will ever convince me that there is a better person out there for me.
I love her...and there is nothing any of you can do about that.
<3

...

2006-02-03T04:19:38Z

GIRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!

A Break From Growling.

2006-02-02T04:45:17Z

So I sung AFI for her today. All because one night, she was upset. And I asked her what I could do to cheer her up. And that led to me learning "God Called In Sick Today" by AFI on guitar. Which became OUR song because of that factor. And I actually sang it for her. With little growling or screaming (what ever you wish to call it). And I hate my singing voice. That's why I do heavy shit. Regardless, I cranked up my amp to over power the faint song. My vocals over-powered all other sounds. And I tried my hardest to perfect it. Just because of the mental image of her smile. And with that, I felt at home and far away from daily drama. I felt as secure as when she holds me or kisses me. I'm in Heaven with her and Hell without her.

Bliss <3

RIP Mr. Tickles

2006-02-01T02:10:08Z

Let me tell you about Mr Tickles. When he wanted food, he would swim up to the top of the water and make that "bah bah baah" noise.

For Dana <3

2006-01-31T03:29:01Z

Death by Boredom

2006-01-31T01:44:10Z

Well yeah.
I'm really fucking bored.
And there is nothing to do.
And no one to talk to (since Dana isn't responding :( ).
And I swear, I'm going effin insane...
I just burned 24 cd's for fucks sake!
Someone save me...anyone?
Bleh, time to go drown myself in cancer.

The Seed Spouts Then Fucks You Over

2006-01-28T21:28:27Z

One step closer to being grown.
Went better then I had planned.

1/27/06

2006-01-28T04:21:28Z

Today was fun.
Hung out with Dana all day.
Then Bobby started calling/text excesively...
Ruined our fun ::wink wink nudge nudge::
If you didn't get that then you're dumb...dumb as hell.
But anyways....I barely made it home to get to ready for work and leave on time.
But I didn't care...today was the best. Almost got kicked out too...just meant I'ld be on my own. Missed the My Own Sin show because of my stunt.
Didn't feel like going.
Dana dana dana dana <3

Picked up Aqua Teen Hunger Force Vol.4
FTW!!!!!

I love Dana ^.^
<3

As the thought bleeds into tomorrow.

2006-01-25T19:32:11Z

I almost forgot to mention that my Bile cd came in yesterday :D!! It's a compilation cd though...that's only because after I picked up SMB's cd, I only had enough for a $10 cd on my gift card...so I got "Frankenhole" by Bile. Two cd's, and about damn time (no one sells Bile around here and I missed them in concert last year). Listening to my new cd has just inspired me more to dig into the not so sane part of my mind and release some sick shit! Not sick as in throw up because it's not something you wanna hear, but sick as in...fucking awsome? Anyways..back to World of Warcraft until work.

Food

2006-01-25T02:37:15Z

Pizza rolls and mustard...
Damn you to Hell Josh and Isaiah!!!!
Damn you to Hell for opening my eyes to yet, another good food.
(Serious, try it..I prefer the spicy brown mustard :D)

So, my $60 dollar keyboard bit the dust on me...and my fucking mother threw away the box yesterday. And I just blew $50 on WoW shit today (<3 Dana <3). Gah! I miss my keyboard ::cries::

Yet Another Post..

2006-01-24T01:56:57Z

So, out of complete boredom and looking for the song "Visions" by Razed in Black on limewire.. I downloaded some Eighteen Visions, included thier hit single "You Broke Like Glass". I had then found out..I could be a very good hardcore singer. I showed Dana over the phone, and she liked. So over these past few months, is it a sign? My hair? Some of my music? Am I meant to be a hardcore kid, in a band to play my insane deathcore break downs? Is my carrer's future in PDG supposed to be industrialcore? Hell...fucking trancecore? That would be really odd. The point is..my vocals are getting really good, including my higher pitch screams and deep ass growls. I can pull off shit like Eighteen Visions (as mentioned above), Cock and Ball Torture, Old Slipknot, Cannibal Corpse, Ministry, Murderdolls. It all comes naturaly to me. Anyone looking for a 16 year old lead or rhythm singer??? I don't do clean vocals though. And Coal Chamber and X-Sister-Z are the best to vocal jam to.
Bye bye.
~Khryyst~

Scoop

2006-01-23T23:35:49Z

This friday (the 27th).
Freebirds:
Ester
Surface
My Own Sin
X-Sister-Z

Doors Open @ 8
Gen. Admin
All Ages!

So..

2006-01-23T05:47:35Z

The only time I really have to think is when I walk to or home from work and on breaks at work. While I was walking home tonight.. I was listening to suicide commando and realized something that made me slap myself.
After I lost my old computer, I lost alot of my media for PRoject Death Glam, still keeping the completed songs. I said fuck it I'll start over (i was working on guitar to add to my old songs). Then I realized, I could load the full song onto Acid Pro, get all the sound setting to a good qaulity, then over dub it with my guitar, vocals, bass...what ever. So...with that in mind, a SECOND volume of "Rare Shnit" might be released over time, making the demo a two cd package!!!! PDG is gonna hit it off...real soon. Cross your fingers!!!

That is all.
~Myself~

W00T!

2006-01-21T07:20:35Z

Dana<3=a girl hidden deep within society, right under my nose. Dana is the bestest! And cutest! And most wonderfulest!

Fucking Drama

2006-01-04T21:04:03Z

Ok, I fucking hate drama! Today was going so good. Up all night with Adderol and stoned all day at school with Loritab. During fourth mod, my friend asked me how I was selling the Loritab for, so I gave her a price and she bought one (they are the tens so it was enough to fuck her up). We get to lunch and she comes up to me and asks if I could give her the money back in exchange for the pill because her boyfriend made her. Now, I thought that was cool. No problem. But the thing that dumbfounds me is that from what I understand, he didn't care what she did drug wise. Dosn't mean he didn't approve it. But all he wanted to know was when and what it was. But still, everything's cool. Lunch lets out, and someone (can't remember who) told me what her boyfriend was saying. Shit like "You can't talk to Erek and Greg. I'mma kick Erek's and Greg's asses." ect. I even heard that he was going to kill me! Now, I don't find that cool. Even if he's just pissed, for one. It was the agreement they came across that lead her to buying one. And trust me, befor then, she wanted to but never did. Yeah, I sold it to her. But how the fuck am I supposed to know this shit was going to happen (I actually had a gut feeling but I was to fucked up to care). And Greg was not involved what so ever!!!!!! He was in his own world. Shit, I had his stash. But I'm getting tired of every day, listening to the immature bullshit that goes on between these two. I know it's not my position to take action, but she's a good friend. And she gets treated like shit half the time. Now, they are the perfect couple for each other. But some of this shit is getting old. I dunno, the whole being told that he's going to kill me or wants to is what pissed me off. For one, he could try, but under self-defense...I highly doubt he could get far. But it's the fact that he supposedly said it. I'm going to try to get shit cleared up tomorrow. For my own health, and if he wants to continue this whole killing thing, the police will be involved for a deadly threat.

Update

2005-12-31T06:36:23Z

There is no Chris Smith! That's my conclusion. Greg dosn't know that name, Sleeper dosn't know that name, and I'm fucking lost. Soo, wtf. Prolly just someone fucking with me. Dunno, dun't care anymore.
P.S.
I'm fucking horny!